One day,
I will be strong enough to throw off the ropes, the chains, the weights. I will pick myself up from the ground, and dust off the grime and grit of the past. I will be able to look at a mirror and see a scar-ridden warrior, one who has fought tooth and nail and won the pedestal where she stands today.
And I will smile wryly and congratulate myself for making it this far.
But until then,
I will just be a trembling doll, yearning for the world's approval. I will bite my patchwork lips and gaze at him through black-smeared eyes and tear-swollen lashes. I will feel my ribcage collapse when he crinkles his eyes just so at he
what more is there for... by ClamShellHeart, literature
Literature
what more is there for...
If I asked you not to forget me like
the heat of August as it cools, If I
dreaded fading to the beauty of
one of many summer rains,
If I
wanted to be more than just
a drop of water plowing between
thousands, only to disperse into lake water,
What
would you have me do?